To my one and only
Sometimes I just want to lay on y… To just lay there and listen to a… That only my ears can hear I just want you to be near I want to feel your hand in mine
The fear is fresh, new and real The fear of loosing you The fear of my world caving in The fear that we might not last The fear is real
I promised you that I wouldn’t cr… But I couldn’t stop the tears spi… I tried so hard to keep them insid… But my sorrow I can no longer hid… I love you my dear
Questioning me, “pestering”, pryin… Still asking, still asking, why wa… Stopping me, blocking, baracading An answer, an answer, on my lips w… Beleaguering me, surrounding, anno…
In this moment I feel Love joy acceptance finally wash o… I finally feel My stone heart has become soft I see beauty and feel love
How stupid was I to think that yo… That I am hurting That I am broken That I am scared That I still love you after all t…
Ever since you’ve left I try and… A little tighter a little harder But I can’t help it I lose my gri… A little looser a littler more And bit by bit you start to fade
I struggle to find my inspiration In the worlds desperation I try to find at least one word When there are none to be heard I need someone to take a hammer to…
It’s every thing I imagined it to… Seeing every thing I’ve ever want… I finally felt like I were free Free to fulfill my destiny But alas 'twas not to be
I wish I had a time machine Never to change things just to rel… To feel some things twice and mayb… To do the things I was never brav… I have to admit it would be nice t…
That night that amazing night Was nothing but right As I held your hand I fall asleep I can’t even keep Myself awake
Oh the abnormality It’s shattered my reality My heart is so broken For the words spoken By not even you, by your “friend”
Fly away Little girl you have no means to stay Your just to young, to feeble and to weak
I write poems no one reads I’m just someone nobody needs I cry tears but no one will ever k… And I fake a smile so the pain do… I have my own brand of full on dep…