(2010)
First love inspiration
I had promised, swore I’d never let myself get broken Then i saw your face. The beautiful brown of your eyes, A radiating smile promising honest…
I was alone, broken, empty but as he walked in I knew, I just knew that he would change this fix it, fix me, rebuilt it all
I hope no one sees, I hope no one notices A flame burning inside Consuming life Burning all it finds,
So close yet so far, So close to that smile Yet so far from a kiss. So close to a hug Yet so far from an embrace.
We tore each other apart. Betrayal, hurt, and revenge; They littered our relationship. Getting back at one another Till no one remembered why or why…
The first time I fooled myself the second time I broke apart befo… the third time sure wasn’t a charm the fourth time I fell too fast And now I don’t knew were this is…
Only a year ago A year of laughter, A year of smiles, A year of shared memories, A year of your hugs,
I slam the door on you and crush my heart. As you are leaving my soul leaves to follow you. An empty house, an empty heart.
I miss you But i don’t know how to tell you. I need you But i don’t know how to show it. I’m a mess without you
When worlds fall apart Only one thing hold it together, Hope. That is all i have, What i hold onto,
The ashes just there waiting for the wind to blow them far, far away, anywhere but it will never come
We met We talked We laughed We kissed We fell in love
Time flies or so they say. You never noticed How i was there Now i am gone.
Where we’re standing now it makes me wonder, wonder if you ever cared, if you meant what you said, if I ever meant something
I’m tired of waiting for something… something that will never happen A minute, a second Seem like an eternity to me if they aren’t here