(2010)
First love inspiration
Sometimes we argue, Sometimes we don’t agree on stuff, Sometimes i over think things, Maybe all the time, Sometimes i’m moody,
I hope no one sees, I hope no one notices A flame burning inside Consuming life Burning all it finds,
I’m tired of waiting for something… something that will never happen A minute, a second Seem like an eternity to me if they aren’t here
I miss you But i don’t know how to tell you. I need you But i don’t know how to show it. I’m a mess without you
Impossible love Nothing can change Not even with the truth And the thing is I knew it all along
Time flies or so they say. You never noticed How i was there Now i am gone.
So close yet so far, So close to that smile Yet so far from a kiss. So close to a hug Yet so far from an embrace.
Today is so different than yesterd… When the sun shined there were clear skies and the stars twinkled in the sky but today
I slam the door on you and crush my heart. As you are leaving my soul leaves to follow you. An empty house, an empty heart.
Only a year ago A year of laughter, A year of smiles, A year of shared memories, A year of your hugs,
Never did I think that you out of everyone would break my heart after I trusted you after I told you I loved you
Where we’re standing now it makes me wonder, wonder if you ever cared, if you meant what you said, if I ever meant something
The ashes just there waiting for the wind to blow them far, far away, anywhere but it will never come
I was alone, broken, empty but as he walked in I knew, I just knew that he would change this fix it, fix me, rebuilt it all
We tore each other apart. Betrayal, hurt, and revenge; They littered our relationship. Getting back at one another Till no one remembered why or why…