Mind Spool Matricide: A 'No Reply' Provocation
Thoughts unravel
This road I travel
The end I cannot see
In turn and twist
My mind splits
And like a fist
—It breaks me
Dually they flash
Flaming sword on circuit board
Then together emerge; a Parasite
What can I say
When I spend my time
In catacombs, Divinely entwined
Enveloped in ash and earthen clay?
Seeding incessantly
High and overcrowded
These mounds in layers grow
I need no worship
No pity, nor hope
Just get me then give me
And then let me go.
.... Well, Mama
You told me
That I would be the One
To bury the hatchet
And in death
Be undone
.... Yet, Mama
I am Laughter
Cocking loaded gun
To bury the hammer
And with death
Become one
So I will send you off
With love
And mercy
Into your faith
Wide eyed
And open armed
Waiting on
A little room
For my
Forgiveness
And now
I
See
You
Crying.