I feel as though i am walking down an unknown road.
My mind us so heavy and feels like it is about to explode.
I feel so trapped within my soul.
Wondering around looking trying to find my purpose and my goal.
Have I lost the adventurous girl I once was before.
Am I needing to break loose and let my heart soar.
What happened to the imagination I once let run wild.
To the curious free spirited care free child.
Have all the dreams I once had been pushed aside.
I feel so lost and just want to run away and hide.
Did I choose the wrong path some where along the way.
I just want to break loose, run and break away.
Life was meant to be so perfectly planned out.
But why is my heart filled with so much doubt.
I suppose I’ll just keep walking so long.
Wait for someone to come find me and guide me along.
I just want to feel like myself again.
But ill just have to wait until then.
It’s hard being lost inside your inner being.
Living a life where you forgot your purpose and all meaning.
I am trying to keep faith that I Can break this chain.
Before I go mad and completely insane.
Find me please and show me the way.
To Give me inspiration again and reasons not to just let it be and stay.
2014