Running so very far away, I’m trapped in this world, Where I cannot stay, Around my head, There’s this cloud of grey,

I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,

**Written about two pups my cousin… Our family didn’t want us. They didn’t seem to care. They took me and my brother. Down the road, and left us there.

A little birdie sits Peacefully there, Waiting continuously, For you to come home, Never moving,

I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,

I travel this path, Of yellow bricks and sand, To end my journey, In the ever-lasting land. I’ve traveled long,

Cold shivers down my spine, The rain in my hair, Just one more thing, Do you still care? You said you loved me,

Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,

Her tears fall like diamonds, & gently hit the floor, She doesn’t want to do it, But she cant take anymore. She fiddles with her scarf,

The lights were all on, The T.V on low, Asleep on the couch, With no one else home. Dreaming sweet dreams,

It took a few hours, But she finally said I could go, There was a real big party, With a live band show, I was driving down the street,

Sleeping so silently, I watch her from the sky, She was so young, so beautiful, All she wanted was goodbye.. I probably should move on now,

It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness

All our precious memories, Now aspects of the past, Your presence has left, Much to fast. I sit here waiting,

Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..