I’ve loved you since forever, And I would have asked you long a… But I feared so many things, And I was to scared to let you kn… Rejection..

The smooth slicing, The blade so sharp, Piercing the skin, Too close to the heart, Shivers down the spine,

Silent droplets, So smooth & sincere, Falling so gently, As more shall appear, Dropping from the sky,

Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..

I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,

It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness

He loves me I know, Scooping the petals off the ground… Thinking of our last kiss, I lay without a sound. The grass sways,

Save me lord, I cannot breath, Take this life away from me, I’m hurting. To let them know,

I travel this path, Of yellow bricks and sand, To end my journey, In the ever-lasting land. I’ve traveled long,

Cold shivers down my spine, The rain in my hair, Just one more thing, Do you still care? You said you loved me,

The Chains cut so deep.. Its hard for me to breath.. Who would leave someone they once… Leave them there to be unloved.. My big brown eyes now filled with…

Running so very far away, I’m trapped in this world, Where I cannot stay, Around my head, There’s this cloud of grey,

I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,

As night comes, The dark forms figures on the wall… I close my eyes, And try to sleep, I try to block it all,

It doesn’t matter where you came f… It doesn’t matter when you were th… It doesn’t matter where you are no… As long as you still care.. You left me there waiting..