I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,

All our precious memories, Now aspects of the past, Your presence has left, Much to fast. I sit here waiting,

**Written about two pups my cousin… Our family didn’t want us. They didn’t seem to care. They took me and my brother. Down the road, and left us there.

I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,

Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,

He loves me I know, Scooping the petals off the ground… Thinking of our last kiss, I lay without a sound. The grass sways,

It took a few hours, But she finally said I could go, There was a real big party, With a live band show, I was driving down the street,

Her fingers, her touch So soft on my skin Her voice is heard As her life begins. Healthy, bubbly

The lights were all on, The T.V on low, Asleep on the couch, With no one else home. Dreaming sweet dreams,

Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..

Her tears fall like diamonds, & gently hit the floor, She doesn’t want to do it, But she cant take anymore. She fiddles with her scarf,

The swing set, The see-saw, The sand pit, And soccer ball. I remember,

It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness

The house was covered, In thick black smoke, It filled my lungs, As I began to choke.. I crawled to the door,