(2014)
so, come on then, brilliant one, see, i’ve been waiting for you with eyes
I dream sometimes you surprise me and it is surprising that I don’t immediately realize I’m dreaming
life and even one good thing– anything, a course in wonders becomes? no school, thanks not for me. no lesson one so likes declaring to find itself legs. no
I love how you talk Down to everyone In your poems Which, unlike fiction Are not covered
was all stupid. you weren’t that entertaining. i find it all only sad now, that
you are guilty of failing to love and understand me, like a dog is guilty of failing to speak or use
nobody goes mad on purpose, also never is it not shared,
you’ve been invited, stupid asshol… to remember things differently, wh… it means to be human, even. dumb shit, you’ll always let someone el… handle it, whatever always happens
why is nothing i can do now. where it went. what that echo means, if anything
unspeakable dearth of nutrient the cause of the complaint, lack of the sweet titmilk of human connection,
yes, darling you should come & take care of me, someone has to, & you
Fieldwizards and firetops. Wobblybirds on snowflowers. Chilled milk and chowder for the little prince. Mothercake for mumbled thanks.
people, mostly all barely beyond apes, cannot be trusted. they are incapable of caring
i love you for the doubt you show me still possible in this body where you show me
if ever someone is my dearest ear who hears my truth as theirs