(2014)
better fucking eat it all up. time is getting drunk & may puke, be rude, before finally
you are guilty of failing to love and understand me, like a dog is guilty of failing to speak or use
liking to say things, all kinds of things, mostly about the way things seem
root it out the tiny bit left that says someone’s in charge not you. don’t let it live
they really do know how to shove something up your ass like
shall we turn down the covers, crawl inside? find there a place that’s been waiting for us, a vortex of sorts
so, come on then, brilliant one, see, i’ve been waiting for you with eyes
if you enjoy this pain, all expressions of it, being here compiled, then, yes enjoy them, but
I dream sometimes you surprise me and it is surprising that I don’t immediately realize I’m dreaming
so, i’m in this spiritual war. maybe you aren’t, but i am. many great losses
leaning into, not against it. no, decidedly for, yes, always that, no matter
love me past the edges, stances and masks, deeper than i know things.
being drawn back unlike a bowstring but down and in as water finds the lowest
STEP BACK! There’s an infection you’ll get if you come any closer. It will open your eyes through the crust
I will meet you in the open air, & pet your pony’s nose. You will be