return from here
Discontent precedes disappointment that understands loss
touched with a heart of uncontrolled rage
first class seat on an airline to a personal hell
given whiskey and women to elevate my high
the plane crashes into a blissful pit
where nothing means and nothing knows
i sit alone in a crowded room
i did not think i would happen so soon
I
have lost my way
I have become what i despise
I
am a human being
