Courtney

Courtney

Just tryna get my poems out there and let people know they're not alone <3 follow me and I'll follow back . I write about a range of things from recovery, to depression, to happiness and all in between. Hopefully some can relate and I have the honor of helping someone get through a rough time.

Just tryna get my poems out there and let people know they're not alone <3 follow me and I'll follow back . I write about a range of things from recovery, to depression, to happiness and all in between. Hopefully some can relate and I have the honor of helping someone get through a rough time.

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