Hate is ingraved in my skin over m… The word hate isn’t just skin deep… It is also ingraved deep in my hea… This hate isn’t like any other hat… It isn’t toward anyone,
It was just building up, It was strong, I was so angry, So hurt, So worthless,
Do you ever get that feeling deep down inside your gut that feels like someone is ripping you apart from the inside. No one can see it, but you feel it deep. It’s so unbearable at times...
You cut me, Real deep, This cut has left a terrible scar, It will never go away, The scar will always be there,
Looking through my eyes, Into a parallel world, Seeing myself, Feeling pain, Feeling like nothing,
I have been broken, I have been torn, I have been beaten, I have been hated, Many are the afflictions that have
I used be so insecure with myself and never really thought much of myself until I met you. You made me feel secure, you made me feel like someone important. I started to believe that I ...
I am not ashamed of who I used to… I don’t try to hide who I am, I am not ashamed of my scars, I love my scars, They are who I am,
My face against the window pane, All the tears that i have cried, They fall from the black clouds th… I’m screaming inside to ease the p… I’m freaking inside to hide the pa…
Indescribably amazing sometimes, Pain, I can’t get enough, Pain, I like it rough cause I’d rather…
Can you hear me screaming, I need help, I have done it again, I have hurt myself again, I am undergoing so much pain,
My heart is captive inside this ja… It’s held tightly behind these bar… These bars are made of pain and betrayal that has happened in my life,
Waking up in the middle of the nig… Opening my eyes, Tears begin to fill them, As I see standing before me, The most terrifying thing,
I was happy, So happy, I thought everything was perfect, You were my world, I loved you and cared for you with…
I trusted you, With my love, my heart, my life, You held my life in your hands, It was up to you whether i’d live… You held the papers,