#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
the essence of the belly like a white balloon sacked is disturbing like the running of feet on the stairs
take a writer away from his typewr… and all you have left is the sickness which started him
she drives into the parking lot wh… I am leaning up against the fender… she’s drunk and her eyes are wet w… “you son of a bitch, you fucked me… didn’t want to. you told me to kee…
We got back to 1010. I had my check. I’d left word that we didn’t want to be disturbed. Tammie and I sat drinking. I’d read 5 or 6 love poems about her. “They knew who I was,” she said....
keep remembering the horses under the moon keep remembering feeding the horse… sugar white oblongs of sugar
there’s a bluebird in my heart tha… wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I’m not goi… to let anybody see
ah, Merryman, fighter on the docks, killed a man while they were unloa… bananas. mean the man he killed
more wasted days, gored days, evaporated days. more squandered days, days pissed away,
consistency is terrific: shark-mouth grubby interior with an almost perfect body, long blazing hair—
murdered in the alleys of the land frost-bitten against flagpoles pawned by females educated in the dark for the dark vomiting into plugged toilets
bluebird there’s a bluebird in my heart tha… wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, say, stay in there, I’m not going
I walked off the job again and the police stopped me for running a red light at Serrano… my mind was rather gone and I stood in a patch of leaves
they’re not going to let you sit at a front table at some cafe in Europe in the mid-afternoon sun. you do, somebody’s going to
Katherine stayed 4 or 5 more days. We had reached the time of the month when it was risky for Katherine to fuck. I couldn’t stand rubbers. Katherine got some contraceptive foam. Meanwhi...
I went upstairs to 409, had a stiff scotch and water, took some money out of the top drawer, went down the steps, got in my car and drove to the racetrack. I got there in time for the f...