#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
around 2 a.m. in my small room after turning off the poem machine for now
god I got the sad blue blues, this woman sat there and she said are you really Charles Bukowski?
when I look back now at the abuse I took from her I feel shame that I was so innocent,
I didn’t do much the rest of the week. The Oaktree meet was on. I went to the track 2 or 3 times, broke even. I wrote a dirty story for a sex mag, wrote 10 or 12 poems, masturbated, and...
A day or so later I got a poem in the mail from Lydia. It was a long poem and it began: Come out, old troll, Come out of your dark hole, old troll, Come out into the sunlight with us an...
I got a letter in the mail. It was addressed from Hollywood. Dear Chinaski: I’ve just read almost all your books. I work as a typist in a place on Cherokee Ave. I’ve hung your picture i...
To pacify Lydia I agreed to go to Muleshead, Utah. Her sister was camping in the mountains. The sisters actually owned much of the land. It had been inherited from their father. Glendol...
the swans drown in bilge water, take down the signs, test the poisons, barricade the cow from the bull,
dogs and angels are not very different. I often go to this place to eat about 2:30 in the afternoon
beheaded in the middle of the night scratching my sides I am covered with bites kick my white legs out of the shee…
Lydia met me at the airport. She was horny as usual. “Jesus Christ,” she said. “I’m hot! I play with myself but it doesn’t do any good.” “Lydia, my leg is still in terrible shape. I jus...
Go to Tibet. Ride a camel. Read the Bible. Dye your shoes blue. Grow a Beard.
Beowulf may have killed Grendel a… Grendel’s mother but he couldn’t kill this one:
the critics now have me drinking champagne and driving a BMW and also married to a socialite from
then there was the time in New Orleans I was living with a fat woman, Marie, in the French Quarter and I got very sick.