#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
in the hospitals and jails it’s the worst in madhouses it’s the worst in penthouses
#1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
I suppose it’s raining in some Spanish… while I’m feeling bad like this; I’d like to think so now.
very tall girl lifts her nose at me outside a supermarket as if I were a walking garbage can; and I had no desire for her, no more desire
#1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
we have everything and we have nothing and some men do it in churches and some men do it by tearing butterflie… in half and some men do it in Palm Springs
That night I managed to get 2 or 3 drinks into Cecelia. She forgot herself and crossed her legs high and I saw some good heavy flank. Durable. A cow of a woman, cow’s breasts, cow’s eye...
#1978 #Women
An old man asked me for a cigarette and I carefully dealt out two. Been lookin’ for job. Gonna stand in the sun and smoke.” He was close to rags and rage
“...I’ve seen people in front of their typewriters in such a bind that it would blow their intestines right out of their assholes if they were trying to shit.”
he came to the door one night wet thin b… terrorized white cross-eyed tailless cat took him in and fed him and he stayed grew to trust me until a friend drove up…
old Butch, they fixed him the girls don’t look like much anymore. when Big Sam moved out of the back
Shirley came to town with a broken leg and met the Chicano who smoked long slim cigars and they got a place together on Beacon street
I saw her when I was in the left lane going east on Sunset. she was sitting with her legs crossed reading a paperback.
has been going on for some time. there is this young waitress where I get… at the racetrack. how are you doing today?” she asks. winning pretty good,” I reply.
I awakened to dryness and the ferns were… the potted plants yellow as corn; my woman was gone and the empty bottles like bled corpses surrounded me with their uselessness;
#1973 #BurningInWaterDrowningInFlame #ItCatchesMyHeartInItsHands #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
By the time they called me to dinner I was able to pull up my clothing and walk to the breakfast nook where we ate all our meals except on Sunday. There were two pillows on my chair. I ...
#1982 #HamOnRye
The bandages were helpful. L.A. County Hospital had finally come up with something. The boils drained. They didn’t vanish but they flattened a bit. Yet some new ones would appear and ri...