my doctor has just come into his office
from surgery.
he meets me in the men’s john.
“God damn,” he says to me,
“where did you find her? oh, I just like
to look at girls like that!”
I tell him: “it’s my specialty: cement
hearts and beautiful bodies. If you can find
a heart-beat, let me know.”
“I’ll take good care of her,” he says.
“yes, and please remember all the ethical
codes of your honorable profession,” I tell
him.
he zips up first then washes.
“how’s your health?” he asks.
“physically I’m sound as a tic. mentally I’m
wasted, doomed, on my tiny cross, all that
crap.”
“I’ll take good care of her.”
“yes. and let me know about the heart-beat.”
he walks out.
I finish, zip up and also walk out.
only I don’t wash up.
I’m far beyond all that.