#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
He hinted at times that I was a bastard and I told him to listen to Brahms, and I told him to learn to paint and drink and not be dominated by women and dollars but he screamed at me, F...
a woman, a tire that’s flat, a disease, a desire: fears in front of you, fears that hold so still
I met a genius on the train today about 6 years old, he sat beside me and as the train
I had worked my charms on her for a couple of nights in a bar— not that we were new lovers, I had loved her for 16 months but she didn’t want to come to my…
listening to Bruckner on the radio wondering why I’m not half mad over the latest breakup with my latest girlfriend wondering why I’m not driving the…
Then I started attending Mt. Justin Jr. High. About half the guys from Delsey Grammar School went there, the biggest and toughest half. Another gang of giants came from other schools. O...
I can see myself now after all these suicide days and n… being wheeled out of one of those… (of course, this is only if I get… by a subnormal and bored nurse
Information has been received in this office indicating that you were arrested by the Los Angeles Police Department on March 12, 1969, on a drunk charge. In this connection, your atten...
in the earliest possible day in the blue-headed noon I will telegraph you a boney hand decorated with
here I’m supposed to be a great po… and I’m sleepy in the afternoon here I am aware of death like a gi… charging at me and I’m sleepy in the afternoon
92 years old his tooth has been bothering him had to get it filled he lost his left eye 40 years ago
Mindy stayed about a week. I introduced her to my friends. We went places. But nothing was resolved. I couldn’t climax. She didn’t seem to mind. It was strange. Around 10:45 PM one even...
to be writing poetry at the age of… like a schoolboy, surely, I must be crazy; racetracks and booze and arguments with the landlord;
drunk and writing poems at 3 a.m. what counts now is one more tight
sitting with the professors we talk about Allen Tate and John Crow Ransom the rugs are clean and the coffeetables shine
