#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
It was about a week later around 7 a.m. I had lucked into another day off and after a double workout, I was up against Joyce’s ass, her asshole, sleeping, verily sleeping, and then the ...
the schoolyard was a horror show:… freaks the beatings up against the wire f… our schoolmates watching glad that they were not the victim…
you haven’t lived until you’ve been in a flophouse with nothing but one light bulb
almost dawn blackbirds on the telephone wire waiting as I eat yesterday’s forgotten sandwich
That evening the phone rang. It was Mercedes. I had met her after giving a poetry reading at Venice Beach. She was about 28, fair body, pretty good legs, a blonde about 5~feet-5, a blue...
I used to know a dutchman in a Ph… he’d take 3 raw eggs in his beer, 71, still working, strong,
we take what we can see— the engines driving us mad, lovers finally hating; this fish in the market staring upward into our minds;
when I look back now at the abuse I took from her I feel shame that I was so innocent,
in San Francisco the landlady, 80… Victrola up the stairway and I pl… until they beat on the walls. there was a large bucket in the ce… filled with beer and winebottles;
I went with two ladies down to Venice to look for antique furniture. I parked in back of the store and went in with them.
for five years I have been looking across the way at the side of a red apartment hou… there must be people in there even love in there
we have everything and we have not… and some men do it in churches and some men do it by tearing butt… in half and some men do it in Palm Spring…
They don’t make it the beautiful die in flame— suicide pills, rat poison, rope wh… ever... they rip their arms off,
I began getting dizzy spells. I could feel them coming. The case would begin to whirl. The spells lasted about a minute. I couldn’t understand it. Each letter was getting heavier and he...
nobody goes downtown anymore the plants and trees have been cut… Pershing Square the grass is brown and the street preachers are not a…