as the darkest night turned to pitch black,
my eyes began to fill with tears of joy
i felt i have died and reborn again for me to give myself a chance of happiness
as my body began to collasped
do i have a better choice
as if i have almost no more fears
away from broken pieces of the pain deep inside of my heart
for i can finally see clear
that my special rose has seperated my hate and rage apart
you r my fallen rose of the pedal in my fall,
the stars in my eyes for me to know that my soul will never be alone again
i no longer felt the need to crawl
im walking free in the freshest breeze of the rain
for the past is behind
as i have refused
to stand here and watch the pain and rage did it rewind the time
i finally felt i no longer will take the abused
as u have made me realized
that just because i wasnt recieving enough caring and love for them to truely understands why
people have i known for a long time, thinks i am too fucked up n so caught up with my past, i wouldnt make it through the outrageous reality of life to show me the commandings and darings,
for me to numbed my feelings far away from the truth of my life
the emotions of the painful coming from my body at the same time, i began to be healing.
i have felt the stabbings of hundreds of knives
i already have lost the tears that was stolen from me,
too deep, too blind  to care that i have seen my fallen rose in my world of the fall,
how else can i make u believe that every emotion i have in me is for u to help u stand to b strong when u gonna think u r weak, and cannot walk,  but crawl?
i may still be alive, and yet, i have been through crazy shits to walked past through the shadows of death, but i have fate walking beside u to keep ur strength of beliefs to know there r still hopes,
as i continued to show u my faith, my promising love for i have catched ur fallen tears on the roads ahead of the burning fire, rising out to protect u from having u have the fear in ur throat, whispering upon thyself," u wished u can end it all as u take ur last breath, as u nearly choked."
a pedal from a  rose fallen in my hand,
to give me the power to take away ur poisioned mind away from the devil himself, feeding u lies and lust, for it is only u who can give me the true meaning of love, only u can show me the affection of love
i can see past ur beautiful and gorgeous bright eyes for u to know what i am as ur heart given u a very good reasonto understand
the reason why u have fallen from heaven above
as i touched my rose, instead of the tears of the crying prickly, thorned stem,
ur my reason i have chosen to close my eyes to let me dream, to live forever, on a heavenly afterlife,
as i shall not be worried to try and make amends
for u have giving me the smile in me,
more than anybody i knew can give
as i have my rose in my fall..
my treasure to the buried, bold, but unforgotten key,
to open my heart for joy once more, and happiness
for i could never remember when was the last time i felt this happy as i do feel now,
like a huge weights have been lifted off of my shoulders,
and, my heart is whole
because u were there for me when i was bawling,
now i can tell u this– for do not be feared, u will never be decieved....
because u r my rose to make me stay forever alive; in my fall.