(2013)
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
Eyes are shifting Slowly sifting Through the darkness Of the scrying glass, Hours spent staring
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it