(2013)
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
People walk Down the streets, Seeming happy As can be, Or maybe sad,
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
The air conditioner blows On high And the sound Reminds me of small monsters. A clattering starts
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset