(2013)
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
People walk Down the streets, Seeming happy As can be, Or maybe sad,
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies