i can feel the heavy
and its coming on strong
and its bringing me down
its hard to hold on
hold onto someone you love
don’t want to face this alone
keep me safe from myself
safe from the past
you think back, a dreadful awakening
in the back of an ambulance
tears on my face
but my eyes are dry
the tears are coming from beside me
even though they said id be fine
didn’t take vision to feel
the tape on my wrist
I’m sorry but i drown in the overwhelming feelings
that i shouldn’t exist
so tell whoevers changing the gauze
that I’m a lost cause
no use taping me up and back together
there’s no tape that could keep me from falling back apart
stop changing the gauze