“do you still think i’m pretty?” i… mascara running down my face, lips…

there has got to be something fuck… that would ever make you look at m… “yeah, i want to love that.” and there has always been somethin… that keeps hoping someone will cho…

i buried my childhood in a cardboa… i wrapped it up in a stained white… it’s sitting in my old backyard, s… it’s really sad when i think about… so i just don’t

i love my dad; he makes me sad he cries in work trucks, i cry in bathrooms. he likes to soothe burns with ice… he also likes to stay still when b…

i let you watch me lose my goddamn… raging at the wallpaper and crying… i let you listen to the burning an… and the pop of a pill bottle openi… i let you feel the screaming apolo…

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

i’m waiting for the good part, i’m praying real hard that it’s st…

trying not to cry in the holiday i… my mama said something mean again

i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.

i go from adoring to loathing at t… hi baby! oh, you forgot to do the… didn’t know you were a backstabbin… mistakes aren’t mistakes, that everyone makes.

i am beginning to blur at the edge… i’ve been becoming something of lo… i think i’ve wanted this storm lon… that it will wash me away with it.

i don’t want to think about you an… so please, stop asking about me. stop telling my friends you’re sor… for the hopes it will get through… i don’t miss you anymore.

just puked up cookie batter; sending my love to illinois.