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bat

made of salt

i’m building sentences like lego walls,
but they just aren’t clicking.
i’m trying to find just one way, to tell the whole fucking world
the mindfuck i’m going through.
 
it’s not clicking in their brains,
the pull to the wall, tied to my fists.
the anger that builds and builds,
until i’m the storm and the sirens.

#MentalIllnessNeurodivergentNeurodivergencyAnger

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