pov u find another mentally ill bitch at the pool
there’s something about flowers an… you ask someone why they pick flow… “because they’re pretty.” you ask someone why they pull weed… “because they’re ugly.”
i am beginning to blur at the edge… i’ve been becoming something of lo… i think i’ve wanted this storm lon… that it will wash me away with it.
you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.
if i loved you less maybe i could sleep through the ni…
god carries a honey-soaked stake w… and his lovers scream at me to sto… to let him sink it into my chest,…
you hurt me so much, but i never h… i just hated you for telling me it…
did you know if sharks stop swimmi… my mother found joy in domesticity… with three kids and a husband, bak… and good for her, good for fucking… my safe place is flats filled with…
i’m sick of people telling me they… and then reach for the knife lodge… just to twist it. fuck you guys for that. fuck me for falling for it.
there’s a swarm of vultures overhe… something is dead.
it’s embarrassing but, god i love, love, love you i’ll swear on everything i own, and everything i’ve ever wanted that i love you in ways i didn’t t…
“be thankful to god for bringing y… god had no part in what i became o… he was a callous bystander, a watc… he watched me cry and then drowned… god watched me start wars and lose…
always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.
i go from adoring to loathing at t… hi baby! oh, you forgot to do the… didn’t know you were a backstabbin… mistakes aren’t mistakes, that everyone makes.
god lives in a church. so, i’ve been breaking their stain… trying to figure out which one he’…
i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,