i write about sex a lot for a virgin
i am the parasite and i am the hos… i’m cold and my hair is falling ou… i haven’t eaten in awhile but my t… no one knows how to pull this hung… because i am the sickness and i am…
sit across from me, with no space in between. chest again chest, and our legs folded awkwardly. wrap your arms around my neck,
you smell like chlorine, she tells… you smell like sunscreen, i tell h… guess we both smell like chemicals… yeah, i say, hand darting out to l…
always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.
“be thankful to god for bringing y… god had no part in what i became o… he was a callous bystander, a watc… he watched me cry and then drowned… god watched me start wars and lose…
there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.
i don’t want to think about you an… so please, stop asking about me. stop telling my friends you’re sor… for the hopes it will get through… i don’t miss you anymore.
i wasn’t really my mothers child, i was her idea of a child. but, unforgivingly, i wasn’t. i grew up like kudzu; over the lam… i went so far as to grow over the…
you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.
i love you and isn’t that it? isn’t that a slur? to say i love you, when your father spilled that
drunken stupor, apologies pouring… wish i were high but i can’t find… my parents don’t drink so i know a… here’s the thing: i’m not a good p… i yell and scream in my driveway t…
you ask me if i have dreams and i start telling you about the… that haunt me when i try to sleep but then you look at me and laugh uncomfortably and say,
god lives in a church. so, i’ve been breaking their stain… trying to figure out which one he’…
i love it when fading sunlight hit… lighting up my eyes and every line… then, i start understanding why i… but, when it’s not dawn or dusk, i’ll close the blinds and curtains…
just puked up cookie batter; sending my love to illinois.