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Aas

Searching For My Peace Of Mind

I am alone
In darkness
Waiting to wake from this nightmare.
 
Wake me
Startle me
Make me feel alive.
 
Numbness.
Pain.
Deep pain that sits in the core of my
Bones.
 
I would not wish this upon anyone.
 
Broken.
Deep sadness.
My mind entering a black hole
Like a vacuum.
 
Consuming my thoughts.
Consuming my feelings,
…My strength
…My energy.
 
Lack of control.
Perhaps the worst feeling I have ever
Felt.
 
Wake me
Wake me
For I am slowly drowning in darkness.
Drowning in sadness.
Anxiety
Depression
Anger
Hate
 
Madness.
 
All I am searching for is my “peace of mind.”
 
                                              ~AAS

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