Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death
I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight
See, feel, twist & turn Desireless, mystery seen Once upon a time
After anger, life You, forbidden, deal me out Before the light ends
Can you hear me call My heart holds your love inside Your path takes you now
Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light
Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for
Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care
My favorite sin Rainbow in the dark you are Nightmare fantasy
Feel you forever Far from over don’t let go Disease inside dead Cumbersome I am Stained touched by your fire and i…
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one
Blood stained flowers die Life flows from the fallen tears Listen to your heart
Shut down uncertain Arms length from the other side Emotionless blade Loves a world away Unnatural existence
Can the distance reach Does a place exist within The fear has not reached