Life one shot away The end is drawing nearer The answer is within reach Tears and loneliness Extreme pleasure then more pain
Throw yourself away Wrong reasons not worth the fight Prison or bullet
Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying
See these eyes so blue A troubled soul, heart won’t heal Blues these eyes have felt I’m the X factor Something strong something just so
Someone knowing more Decides who and what I am Searching they must be
Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken
Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light Love peeled like dead skin
Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone
Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day
Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid
Underneath your smile The flower to my garden A new seed of life
Person deconstruct Come please I’m falling deeper Another trigger
Tears fall like ashes Pain burns away the surface Life’s amnesia
What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light
Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care