Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

See, feel, twist & turn Desireless, mystery seen Once upon a time

An eternity Been waiting for her so long Fall down upon me Will you disappear Into the shadows of time

Someone come find me In fire I’m reunited Here I’ll be waiting From now no escape A thousand shades of one’s love

Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for

Take a stand alone Hoping the message is clear Nobody but me Its not you its me The familiar taste of hope

Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing

I need only you The long loneliness lingers My love hangover

Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you

Someone knowing more Decides who and what I am Searching they must be

Sin’s history inked Her words poison in my veins On the other side

One night stand you’ve lived A levant always your love I’ll love you again

A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live