Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light

As high as one can Equal to the lowest low To flow as water

I am what I need Light and dark reflect their truth I live in the fire

Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day

Shut down uncertain Arms length from the other side Emotionless blade Loves a world away Unnatural existence

Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie

Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt

Underneath your smile The flower to my garden A new seed of life

Tears fall like ashes Pain burns away the surface Life’s amnesia

Your heart is speaking Trust yourself not someone’s wants Listen to yourself

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Someone to be yours Someone other than myself Someone to be mine

Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day