blueness, bluer than you or me blues in the morning in the evening
You collect people like loose buttons. Sew them into yourself before breakfast. Still, you fray.
This casual “hey,” is too heavy for me, to hold with one hand. A dense weight pressing down. Invisible,
There are pieces of the sun fragmented in all of us.
Sundays were never mine, in design or desire. They are half-warm, half-true. And I never learnt to play.
She is the sun, —Unforgivingly, Achingly bright. To linger is to blister and blind.
I must learn to be gentle –contempt eye rolling mockery. I love you for how you drink two gallons
It’s really is a most foolish belief, an assurance of regret even. To think that we will one day
I am almost someone, you were waiting for. I seek forgiveness hoping you may recall what I have long since forgotten.
The pursuit of light is a pilgrima… A resolute march towards gilded ho… To follow the sun is to chase cons… To linger for brilliance unbroken. Yet, even the sun is not endless.
I do not pray. I believe in this hum. The static between fingertips. How the sadness
I belong elsewhere— Do not tempt me.
I often try to carry this solace, and just like when we take ourselves off when we are sad,
I should live by the sea. Silence this noise. I should like to be still, to quiet my temper, to breathe.
They say following the sun is truly a journey of conviction. A stead-fast walk— where this warmth resides.