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tghis is suicide atempt # ?
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
They call her the barefoot princess A princess that despises her royal gown No shoes and
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
Who am I dark as night with soulless eyes Blood stained cloak and a hollow voice
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed