03/10/15
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
Most of what i wright comes from inspiration from the world around me What others are
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
the ground begins to tremble with the power of her anger the choices
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
You say you do not fear Me then You do not fear death itself for My soul
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right