06/23/14
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
Thief and dark angel what a pair they make Her hiding in the dark stealing their secrets Him in the open with
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine