(2015)
09/28/15
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
Even though the tears fall the misary never fades You hope to last till morning but you feel you’re withering away
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men