10/12/15
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
I really just want to know what you think what crosses your mind when i
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
They come and go with us We see them nor hear them We feel them nor
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
I’ve got attitude DAMN right I’ve got attitude! Living in this House with
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
A stranger standing In a street full Of people yet Can’t find himself People stand and
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually