You live on in my mind
Written: 03/02/16
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
i wanna be weightless faceless uncatagorically shapeless
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long