(2014)
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
I found my haven amidst my hell. Blinded by the thick fog; seeping… Deafened by the howls of hell’s ho… Suffocated by my surroundings; I… The time for meekly meandering aro…
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
