(2014)
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
