For a special someone :)
(2013)
I close my eyes to surrender to th… but instead get bombarded by image… Your smile flashes at me from the… Your laughter bubbles out, and it’s like I’ve gone back in ti…
Dear Man, I’m not going to pretend that I u… Pretend that everything is alright… It’s not. I’m hurt.
Don’t leave me brokenhearted. Don’t leave me in the dust. Don’t pretend you love me, if all you feel is lust. I’m scared you’ll walk away.
You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,
This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,
I walk around, feeling whispers. Avoiding the eyes that prosecute m… The stares. The glares.
Life is cruel, when it takes your loved ones. Life is cruel, when you can’t say goodbye. Life is cruel,
I say it with my time. I say it with a rhyme. I say it when I touch you and tell you that you’re mine. I say it with my kisses.
Lord, Things are unbearable. I have been shouting. I have been crying. Hoping you would listen.
I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…
This storm can’t take away my sorr… This rain can’t wash away my fears… I am scared of all tomorrows, I’m scared to wipe away my tears. I only need someone to listen,
I saw him, standing alone in the rain, crying for someone to love him. Hungry, lost,
Love life, but love death also. It isn’t the end, only a beginning that we don’t und…
Peace comes: When laying under the stars. When wrapped up in his arms. When listening to bird song. When speaking to God above.
Flowers bloom. Seasons change. Petals fall. Nothing’s the same. It’s been a while