I was sixteen when it happened. My best friend Lilly convinced me to go to a party her boyfriend Joe was throwing and like an idiot I caved. As Lilly and I walked in the door she ran of...

This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,

Lord, Things are unbearable. I have been shouting. I have been crying. Hoping you would listen.

Tapping fingers on a keyboard, writing directly from my mind. Stuck in the numbness of detachmen… not noticing the hours that tick b… Tracks from tears made slowly,

Joy, light, happy moments, big smiles, comforting arms,

center Love is a simple thing, but we complicate it. We muddy it up with doubt and fear… Doubt in ourselves.

Life is cruel, when it takes your loved ones. Life is cruel, when you can’t say goodbye. Life is cruel,

This storm can’t take away my sorr… This rain can’t wash away my fears… I am scared of all tomorrows, I’m scared to wipe away my tears. I only need someone to listen,

Don’t leave me brokenhearted. Don’t leave me in the dust. Don’t pretend you love me, if all you feel is lust. I’m scared you’ll walk away.

Flowers bloom. Seasons change. Petals fall. Nothing’s the same. It’s been a while

center When I’m with you, I have no worries, but then I don’t see you, don’t talk talk to you,

I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…

Words fail.

You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,

It’s a partly cloudy but terribly cold day. I’m running late for school and still have to scrape my truck windows of ice. I finally get there about five, maybe ten, minutes late to my U...