The bands on my wrist Hide my feelings They cover my blood And the meanings Of why I do it
I’m not in control I am panicking inside My emotions are strong yet I am still surprised.... Why I am feeling like this
You see me I look happy You don’t see What’s in my heart Every time
I live in my head With the voices I hear They are me in disguise Trying to hide from the fear You say you know
When I wake in my bed I panic and wonder why My heart beats fast My lips are dry
The sun is rising and you are high… Your call is loud, delightful and… You sing so beautifully welcoming… You are the bird of the morning ch… As the day passes you busy yoursel…
Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind
Dear me, I am so disappointed in you And the things you do You try your best But it’s never good enough
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
She wears a mask when she’s on sho… There she stands, beaming bright a… A confident, independent, joyous y… Facing the world with drive and en… But when the mask is removed a sad…
Hurting Why would you tell me? Do you think I’m strong? Why would you tell me, you know you were wrong.
Daffodil Single flower in this beautiful wo… Why are you so dreary? Your petals weak and leaves are li… Why are you so weary?
Hiding in my duvet Away from the world Alone with my thoughts and worries I contemplate the line The line across myself
There is a cloud around me I put it there myself It hides me from the suns rays And gives me poor health. The cloud is dark and grey