I have been here for years
and you never showed you cared.
My arms are always open if you needed
because you know I will always be there.
I have cried so many tears
and a lot of them was because of you.
It didn’t bother you, you never lost any sleep over it.
While I’m having so many restless nights.
Fighting with my mind and heart
because I don’t know which one is right.
my mind is telling me to be the bigger person,
because he is in need.
While my heart is saying girl pick up and leave.
I’m the type of person that make sure
others are okay before myself.
So I chose to help
but you still don’t show you care.
Treated me as if I was never there or as if I was the enemy.
This ride with you is long and unhappy
but I’m willing to hold on tight for you,
to make sure you are really okay.
I know how it feels to lose another.
It can make you wish you was in their place
because you never want to face that they are gone.
It sad when you started thinking about the passed
and all the things you used to do.
But what kills me is now that the person soul
has left with GOD.
Now you know me and want to tell me you love me.
I have been with you for many years
and you never said the four letter word.
So what now you care
because you see how fast someone could be there
and gone the next.
That could of been me.
That could of been me who was dead.
Then what you would had said.