what is love what is pain by my definition they’re both the same what is misery

It was a month of learning Through trial and tribulation It was a month of question And wonder, and stimulation It was a month, on the calender

In the dark I listen to hear you close the door In the dark I search for your footsteps on the floor in the dark I cry

I miss your looks, I miss your kiss, i miss your touch, and all the rest you don’t know,

Daddy did you know, that your little girls alone daddy did you hear? all her cries of pain did you ever stop

It’s two in the morning and I am… But for a different reason, I’m n… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… That I did for my family, even th…

it has been 12 days in your absenc… but what is a day anyways? 24 hours, broken up into minutes and second

I can hear the pressure i can see the pain i can smell the blood as it trickles down the drain its night

I wanted to shed all that you are So i became all that you’re not In a desperate attempt to slay the… as it grows and breathes inside I had to learn to kill my mind

As the blade runs across my skin, i realize its my only friend, all the others lie all the rest leave everyone else

I don’t understand why I feel thi… stuck beneath all this pain you’re just a boy and I’m just a girl so what’s so special about what we…

Bubbie can you hear me? my screams because of you oh my brother don’t you see the hell you put me through do you feel the tears