So many things I wanted to say
But there’s no chance to explain
I kept it an secret for many of times
Though all of those times...
I was crying
I wished for you...
I wished for you so many times
But yet you don’t arrive
I guess I was stupid
I guess I was dumm to be so
Foolish to believe you were the one
But I guess everyone was right...
Don’t let them get to you
It would be to... shameful
To even claim you
But I doubt those thoughts
And doubt many believing
But were did i ended up
That’s when I see you
Now I dropped out of school
No teenage years
I went straight to a mother
And suffer through fears
Got kicked out of home ...
Cause mother wasn’t playing ...
When she said any children you out’ta here
Should’of thought twice before done
Remembering those words and my education first...
But now i have to remember the stuff that I’ve done ...
To become better and not suffer many things i have to do
but no it wasn’t worth it ...
HAVING SEX WITH YOU!