I keep checking, checking time, ch… My brain on overdrive and its kill… Mind controls, we can’t control th… You never can, are you people blin… Step back, pause, breath and rewin…
Prologue - (I kept walking, with my eyes glue… The sun hit my eyelids and rays of… Something was trying to escape.—— Moonlight– moon lit meadows,
I always feel pressure It starts in my head Pushes it’s way out Through my chest This beating heart
So here is the biggest problem... when we are sad, lonely, stressed, depressed - we look for that one thing to dist… We become dependant on it -
Life becomes this endless pattern of stories, stories to be told. People to meet, people you’ve met. Some people stay, but most people go & along with the river we flow. Every job, ever...
Everything is too much for me I fall in love too easily Afraid to be happy I’d still feel dead in Miami Set free the old me
‘this is all that exists.” you told me that as I lost focus, ‘I always think of tomorrow. it doesn’t matter..not here.”
I stepped out into the future unkn… Blinded from all the proof of trut… I see with my eyes closed But I’m afraid of the dark I capture the light in my hands
If I let you go, You’ll float off like a red balloo… Out of my grip to go see the moon. One day I’ll have to say bye,
I can’t stop thinking about you, every waking second of the day It’s painful, won’t go away I see your face, my mind melts Talking to you,
The tide brings me in, and I get… Deep deep into the dark blue sea. Underneath the tower the structure… and now it is time to see.
I’ve been trying to silence my min… How is it that nothing matters, an… everything still matters. As I walk the longest most vigoro… walk, I realize pain is beauty.
Finally the avalanche of thoughts stop. A sigh of relief, a week of no peace.
I felt my life flash before my sou… It was a horrifying yet incredible… The sun beating down Glimpses of a second Seconds in a moment
I can’t even look at the time or t… because as the days go on the furt… What could I have done, different… Could I have been different? Was it inevitable?