#AmericanWriters
the girls were young and worked the streets but often couldn’t score, they
here I am in the ground my mouth open and
I awaken about noon and go out to… in my old torn bathrobe. I’m hung over hair down in my eyes barefoot
So I was surprised when the phone rang a couple of nights later and it was Cassie. “What are you doing, Hank?” She gave me the address, it was either Westwood or West L. A. “I have plen...
I’ve come by, she says, to tell yo… that this is it. I’m not kidding,… over. this is it. I sit on the couch watching her ar… her long red hair before my bedroo…
a house with 7 or 8 people living in it getting up the rent. there’s a stereo never used and a set of bongos
don’t worry about rejections, pard… I’ve been rejected before. sometimes you make a mistake, taki… the wrong poem
I didn’t do much the rest of the week. The Oaktree meet was on. I went to the track 2 or 3 times, broke even. I wrote a dirty story for a sex mag, wrote 10 or 12 poems, masturbated, and...
64 days and nights in that place, chemotherapy, antibiotics, blood running into the catheter. leukemia.
rose red sunlight; take it apart in the garage like a puzzle:
he talked about Steinbeck and Tho… wrote like a cross between the two… and I lived in a hotel on Figuero… close to the bars and he lived further uptown in a s…
you consult psychiatrists and phil… when things aren’t going well and whores when they are. the whores are there for young boy… men; to the young boys they say,
drunk on the dark streets of some… it’s night, you’re lost, where’s y… room? you enter a bar to find yourself, order scotch and water.
“she shoots up in the neck,” she t… me. I told her to stick it into my ass and she tried and said, “oh oh… and I said, “what the hell’s the m… she said, “nothing, this is New Y…
I laugh sometimes when I think ab… say Céline at a typewriter or Dostoevsky... or Hamsun...