#AmericanWriters #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
love, he said, gas kiss me off kiss my lips kiss my hair my fingers
watch you walking with your machin… ah, you’re too stupid to be cut li… you’re too stupid to let anything… the girls won’t use their knives o… they don’t want to
hooray say the roses, today is bla… and we are red as blood. hooray say the roses, today is Wed… and we bloom wher soldiers fell and lovers too,
Markov claims I am trying to stab his soul but I’d prefer his wife. put my feet on the coffee table and he says,
they go on writing pumping out poems— young boys and college professors wives who drink wine all afternoon while their husbands work,
the lilies storm my brain by god by god like nazi storm troopers! do you think I’m going tizzy?
yeah sure, I’ll be in unless I’m… don’t knock if the lights are out or you hear voices or then I might be reading Proust if someone slips Proust under my d…
My drinking slowed down the next week. I went to the racetrack to get fresh air and sunshine and plenty of walking. At night I drank, wondering why I was still alive, how the scheme wor...
invent yourself and then reinvent… don’t swim in the same slough. invent yourself and then reinvent… and stay out of the clutches of medioc…
The next night Bobby and Valerie came over. They had recently moved into my apartment building and now lived across the court. Bobby had on his tight knit shirt. Everything always fitte...
and the sun wields mercy but like a jet torch carried to hi… and the jets whip across its sight and rockets leap like toads, and the boys get out the maps
16 years old during the depression I’d come home drunk and all my clothing— shorts, shirts, stockings—
the strong men the muscle men there they sit down at the beach cocoa tans
my mother knocked on my rooming-ho… and came in looked in the dresser drawer: Henry you don’t have any clean stockings?
the words have come and gone, I sit ill. the phone rings, the cats sleep. Linda vacuums. I am waiting to live,